Tuesday, August 14, 2012

falafel waffle and a lawful novel grovel

casks empty, hearts floating towards betrothal
bled out in a cider cellar converted to a brothel
compassion and despair make for fine offal
even if the brittle bones of love smell something awful

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

psychiatric evacuation

"mothballs in a closet
food grime in a sink drain
spiders on your crawling face
death sentence fragments
disrupting the brain's tendency
to build webs, so I read your mind
only I don't exist, I'm merely hypothetical
surrounded by the composite sketch
of a hive mind
collectively unconscious

the worst thought, that eternity
is strictly hypothetical as well

and I, no you, no

this is all so misleading

and Molly Died Missing Anything
familiar

damp. disgusting. as much as she
wished also to forget"

sometimes I am appreciated
and it is at those times I am most suspicious

paranoid, insecure, loved

loved

sometimes I am loved and I am most skeptical

standing on babies to save myself from flames
begging for your giblets

generally not giving a fuck
but asking for one

Monday, August 6, 2012

life without music

precious reality
beauty and cruelty
grapes and leaves
it's all behind
sweet avenues of stardust
cling to smoke
before my eyes
undulate in unblinking chorus
no loneliness
precocious
real-
politik

lunatic fringe
benefits

Saturday, August 4, 2012

inferior interior

find myself
staring into hammer
lost in mirror
cracked
open
spilling dead
art over
dead art
crusty and peeling
breaks off at touch
dry again
on my tongue
hands
and brain
bits of my body
draped in tatters
on escritoire
or escape-
hatched in shards
wond'ring
if I were a blizzard
would snow also bleed